This is outside the scope of this blog, but the reality is that we want to believe in something bigger than ourselves. Maybe this isn't true for everyone, but my experience has shown that the stronger the player, the more that they want to compete for something bigger than only themselves.
I had the opportunity to meet with the Warrior Angels Foundation cofounders Adam and Andrew Marr along with their father at Cracker Barrel for breakfast. My wife and I gave what we could because we believe in their cause.
The foundation was a glimmer in their eye, just getting off the ground, not even 2 years ago. Imagine my surprise and the tears I wept reading through the struggles and triumphs of 10 Warriors who fought the odds and the circumstances of a corrupt political system that wanted to use them while they still have value and then toss them to the curb. So you believe in the Wounded Warrior Project? Right. Go research how much money they consume as an organization before they spend any money on the people the foundation was created to help. Where do you think that money goes? This isn't a conspiracy theory. This is pure fact. Do the research.
I was in the military. I've been around hard men. Trust me when I tell you, the juxtaposition jumped at me between the resolution of Andrew's heart to overcome his own obstacles, driven desire to help others, contempt for the hundreds of inept programs, and something else… Something that reminded me of my own autistic little child. Hyper-aware. As if his fight-flight sympathetic response was on full-bore and he could not turn it off. Hundreds of nights I've sat with my bewildered little girl to calm her down and give her assurance that she can slip into silence and sleep. I would find out later that MRI brain scans of PTSD victims and autistic children look remarkably the same.
Here is Andrew's email in its entirety.
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Chris,
I am a hard man but I wept as I put this together. I wept for the lives and
families saved, I wept for the lives and families we have lost, I wept for the
hundreds of thousands who still need support. The unseen wounds of combat have
come at a great cost. There is hope,
Warrior Angles Foundation (WAF) is only getting started.
Below you will find 10 stories containing a brief background and 2 candidly
answered questions.
These life changing stories were made possible from your contributions. You
can measure the value it has produced for yourself better then I could attempt
to explain it. From the heart, thank you.
Please see WAF's 2015 year end review and future objectives after these
heart warming stories.
1: I'm a married with four kids, a 24 year veteran of the
US Army. I spent over half my career in the Special Operations community, and
deployed in support of the war on terrorism and other overseas contingencies
over 8 times.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Despicable, horrid, non-existent. I was just spinning
my wheels and looking for a way out. Constantly fatigued, and lethargic, made
me very depressed.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) I feel better right now than I have in five years. I'm
still going up hill, but I can see the top. I have the energy to make up for
five years of physical and mental neglect. This protocol has put me in the
appropriate mental state to get physical again and I am doing it! I am very
grateful for the opportunity to receive this treatment. Before I knew that it
existed (Joe Rogan Experience) I was literally loosing all hope, nothing I had
tried was pushing me ahead. What I can attest to is that there are NO silver
bullets out there; however, this protocol is the closest thing to it, because
of the continued personal contact with Dr Gordon and Andrew Marr, I am a work
in progress, yes, PROGRESS, which is more than I had been in the past five
years. If it were not due to this protocol, I highly doubt I'd be here today,
it has pushed me over the hump and got me going, saving my life! This is just a
very small but meaningful thanks to all the supporters out there making a
difference!
2: Just a regular special ops dude who now focuses on being
a father.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) I didn't want to live. I was angered, depressed, and in
pain. I had no quality of life.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) I feel like me again. A person. Life is worth living.
This foundation is amazing and I love that I received help and that they are helping
others out there.
3: I'm 23 years old, I currently work in the Medical
Marijuana Industry and compete in Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. I currently live in
Orange County, CA. While in the military I was an 0311 Infantry Marine and
stationed at Camp Pendleton.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Terrible. I was constantly depressed, anxious, and had
zero control over my thoughts. My mind would constantly wander and think about
the craziest things that never happened. I would wake up every day with sweaty
palms and had the hardest time falling asleep. Constant bouts of uncontrollable
anger were the most common occurrence for myself.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) There are no words to describe how positively my life
has changed in less than a year. I have complete control of my anger now. I no
longer live with anxiety or depression. I'm able to have healthy relationships
& think thru situations clearly. Long story short, I'm a completely new
person now. Thank you for everything. Because of this treatment I'm competing
in Jiu Jitsu and operating one of the most successful MMJ deliveries in Orange
County. I am forever grateful.
4: I'm a 30-year-old college student and former Army vet
with 4 combat deployments. I left the Army after ten years as a SSG, I was an
EOD team leader in a Special Ops unit.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) There was no quality of life before treatment, I simply
no longer wanted to exist.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) Quality of life has improved greatly, now I just
struggle with regular day to day stresses. Whereas before I couldn't handle
anything I was just numb to the world.
5: Served as a NCO through most of the 1980's in the 2nd
Ranger Bn. and HQSTARC Texas National Guard. After 911 worked in the
contracting world for the Department of State and private individuals. I
currently work as an Estate Manager and Designer/Project manager. I have a
fiance and son from a previous marriage.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Difficult... as a highly focused and disciplined person
I was forcing my mind and body to perform regardless of how I felt physically
or mentally. Physically I was finding it hard to recover from exercise and
seemed t be in a chronic state of fatigue. Mentally I was finding it hard to
focus, multi-task and modulate my emotional response.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) The above stated difficulties have greatly diminished
or have gone completely away.
6: I was an Infantryman deployed to Afghanistan in 2009 and
2010. I am engaged and have a 1-year-old daughter and an 11 year old step son.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Lack of energy and motivation. Headaches, inability to
focus and concentrate. Mental fog. Loss of strength and ability to recover from
workouts
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) I feel sharper mentally. My short term memory has
improved.
7: Medically retired Senior Chief (SEAL) after 15 years of
service in the Navy.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Mentally, it was actually getting much better from the
BTC (treatment via the Brain Treatment Center), but physically still
dragging. Low energy, lack of motivation.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) Biggest improvement is the overall feel of being
healthy again both physically and mentally. I am currently off all
medication I was taking upon exiting the military.
8: I am a veteran, I have a family, infantry.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Terrible
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) God bless you guys for all the help. Huge part in
saving my life.
9: I served in the Marines from 1991 to 2001 as
longshoreman and admin clerk. My wife is prior Air Force and now works at
the VA in Blind Rehab. We have three kids; our oldest is in the Marines
and is stationed in Okinawa.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) I was very irritable, anxious, unsocial, and I tended
to internalize my anger and frustrations. The internalization was meant
to protect my family from hurtful comments. I was getting intolerant of
people and mistakes, which drove me father away from interacting with
anyone.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) I'm a little more calm and resilient. While
traveling to new areas, I'm significantly less anxious. I go to bed later
and wake earlier ready to start my day, versus wanting to just lay in
bed. I have more good days than bad days, as I don't perseverate on
issues during the day. I find myself wanting to do more activities, versus just
wanting to relax. I find myself wanting to listen to a variety of music,
rather than just the same playlists or radio stations while working. I
stopped drinking, drinking alcohol, anything with caffeine, excess sugar, and
medical cannabis, to ensure the results of being on Dr. Gordon's regimen were
legit. So far, so good--you need only ask my wife and kids.
10: I am Hispanic male and I came from single parent
household. Growing up it was just my sister and I. My mother sacrificed much of
her life to ensure my sister and I never struggled, and for the most part she
has succeeded. Growing up, I was an active kid, riding my bike or roller blades
around the city. In high school, I wrestled all four years and played football
my last three years. In the Marines, I was a machine gunner and I was in a CAAT
unit (combined anti-armor team) and MAT unit (mobile assault team). I served
two tours in Iraq and one domestic deployment in the states.
(Q) What was your quality of life like prior to starting your
personalized protocols?
(A) Before my treatment, I was struggling to maintain
focus, develop and hold new memories, and I isolated myself much from the
world. My sleep quality was poor and I felt drowsy the next day. The VA had me
on medication, but that did more harm than good. To help myself sleep I
resorted to medical marijuana.
(Q) How has your quality of life improved since your personalized
protocol was implemented?
(A) Since my treatment, I have seen a cognitive change for
the better. I am more aware of my conscious decisions and abilities. My energy
level, while slowly improving, is definitely more natural rather than consumed
stimulation such as coffee. While overall improvement is slowly progress, I am
satisfied to see and notice the improvements. Thank you for everything y’all
do. I have struggled for years (since 2008/9) to get help. After years of fighting,
I am happy I am receiving help, especially help away from the VA. Thank you.
REVIEW OF WAF'S 2015
In a relatively short time WAF has gone from 0 to 1, creating something
where there was nothing. Our system allows us to treat Veterans anywhere taking
personalized medicine to a level never before realized, separating WAF from the
40,000 plus other military/veteran support organizations (
charitywatch.org).
This has allowed Dr. Gordon and WAF to converse with senior legislators, the
secretary of the Veterans Administration, key agents with the Department of
Defense, countless medical providers, and other military and veteran support
organizations.
In WAF’s first year over $100,000 has been raised aiding in the treatment of
over 30 service members and veterans, but its not time to celebrate. We have a
combined waiting list with over 600 veterans. The VA does not offer this
treatment nor will they pay for it, yet. There is still much to be done.
The Future:
We will continue to use disruptive technology and tactics to improve quality
of life for Veterans with Traumatic Brain Injuries (TBI) and Post Traumatic
Stress (PTS) while working to secure our endorsed evaluation and treatment
process within the Department of Defense (DoD) and the Veterans Administration
(VA) or until new technology dematerializes, demonetizes, and democratizes the
current health care system.
To free the medically oppressed,
Because families can’t and the VA won’t.
Andrew Marr
Warrior
Angels Foundation Co Founder and CEO
PS. If this compelled you in any way please share it with those who are
unaware of our efforts.
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